i'll try to fix you

saturday

Sat, 05 May 2012 19:53:36 -0400

but you didn’t have to cut me off, make out like it never happened and that we were nothing.

Are you fucking joking?

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 19:36:44 -0500

So say you don’t owe me anything (which you do), you couldn’t have at least sent me a text, told me in the hallway? You’re a bitch. A fake boy crazy bitch. Forget your true friends, go back to those whores that you are not yourself around. Forget your friends that have been there from the start, your friends that apparently aren’t your friends. Your a sorry excuse for a person.

Listen.

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 22:41:52 -0500

I want you to get drunk. Realize how much you miss me. Call me. If I don’t pick up call me again. And again. And again until I answer. Tell me how you truly feel cause I know your drunk self will tell me the truth. Then come over. Sneak in through the window I left open for you, the window I used to always have open for you and kiss me hard cause you missed me so much. Let me taste the Bacardi on your breath. Intoxicate me. Let me feel the heartbreak on your tongue. Then drunk text your girl friend telling her the truth. You never stopped missing me, and you never stopped wanting me. Break her heart like you broke mine. And just before everything’s back to the way it should be let me push you away from me. Let me push you back out the window. Let me yell at you to leave and never come back. Let me scream at you and your drunken legs as you stumble to your car. Let me twist your heart and destroy it. Because you can’t always get what you want, and you’ll always want what you can’t have.

thissnigguh: SOmeones a hard kisser.

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 15:15:29 -0500

thissnigguh:

SOmeones a hard kisser.

wednesday

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 21:01:43 -0500

because words was what got us dead in the first place. so we just won’t use words anymore. just shut up. just shut up.

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Fri, 02 Dec 2011 19:28:02 -0500

gah

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 19:10:00 -0500

OMG TALK TO ME 247 PLEASE BBY.

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Tue, 15 Nov 2011 20:49:59 -0500

monday

Mon, 07 Nov 2011 15:01:08 -0500

i’ve loved you for a thousand years. i’ll love you for a thousand more.

monday

Mon, 07 Nov 2011 14:59:41 -0500

oh okay um yeah well i guess yeah um thats cool yeah sure. whatever.

i can't even.

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 21:21:18 -0400

YOU LIKE TO HEAR YOUR OWN VOICE. AND YOU LIKE TO REPEAT THINGS. AND YOU THINK YOU ARE JUST SO SPECIAL.

I can't do this.

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 18:49:50 -0400

It isn’t fair for me to act like nothing’s wrong. To act like I’m not breaking inside. Because everything hurts, and everything makes me upset and I am broken. And no cares.

this is looking like a contest, or who can act like they care less.

Wed, 03 Aug 2011 14:26:47 -0400

but i liked it better when you were on my side.

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Wed, 03 Aug 2011 14:25:57 -0400

I'm always angry, or tired, or scared. And it's so tiring.

Sun, 31 Jul 2011 18:36:53 -0400

And I’ve cried for the past three days about everything. Fml.

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Fri, 29 Jul 2011 21:11:08 -0400

i miss everyone.

Fri, 29 Jul 2011 21:10:24 -0400

i feel lost without my boys. everything seems foreign, and so so so empty. i don’t know how to smile if they aren’t the ones making me smile. i don’t know how to laugh, to love, to be happy. everything is gone. everything.

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Tue, 26 Jul 2011 01:53:08 -0400

Being away from home changes you,

Tue, 26 Jul 2011 01:52:18 -0400

It makes you miss people you’ve never thought you would miss and it changes your feelings for them. You can not stand them when they are two feet away but separate them by miles and miles and miles and it’s all different. Never make a decision on someone when you are away from them, your vision is blurred, hazy and literally distant. Make a decision when they are right in front of you, clear as day.

hello.

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 23:29:54 -0400

this is basically a bunch of personal rants about all the shit in my life. follow me or not i’m just here to improve my writing while venting to improve my life. enjoy or whatever.